A Sincere Prayer

Dear God,

Please help me through this lonely dark time. I ask that you bring the people I love back to me. I know I have done many things wrong and you know that my heart has turned hardened and cold from any truths. I ask that even though you let me operate in free will,  you still intercede for me in this area of my life. I have found anger and cruelty to be pleasurable or a way to protect ones self from getting hurt. I ask that you show me the light no matter how small because I know I am not ready to let go on my own but that only you have the power and tools to step in and soften my heart once more. I ask that you show me what hurt pride can cause and that there is another way. I know you say that I must come to them but I ask that for this case could you come to me show your love again and forgiveness even though I am saying I need no one. Please God you are my only hope in this matter. I pray that your will be done and your truth will be unveiled. (Adapted from Oh-god.tumblr.com)